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Yes, yes, I'm still here.

It's been pointed out to me by a couple of people that I have been absent here. And, I suppose that's true. There's a lot going on in my life right now, and I haven't had a chance to synthesize it at all, and I think that's part of the reason I'm not posting. Too much to say, no idea how to say any of it.

But I am still alive, I still read (and sometimes even comment). I am eating. I sometimes remember to take my meds. I have seen a ton of doctors and have a lot more to go see. The cat is still insane. I am still with Vger. My apartment is still a mess. I am still working at AOL.

And see, it is at this point that things start to get difficult. If I try to get into any more detail about any of this, I will just start babbling mindlessly, and I don't have any direction to take any of that in, so I don't. So, yes, still here.
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(in kid-from-The-Princess-Bride voice)

"Still alive is good..."
I'd been thinking over the weekend that I missed you.
I've missed your posts! I even checked out your profile a couple days ago to see when the last post was.

:)
Heh. Add me to the list of people who say "Still here" is an achievement.